Saturday, January 01, 2011

Obsessive Fantasy

Silently I whisper your name,

In hopes that you may be doing the same.

Gently a breeze wisps across my face.

Is this a sign that you are thinking of me at your place?

I lie back on the bed,

Placing my arms under my head.

Drifting asleep, I am thinking of only you.

Maybe you are doing the same thing, too.

Fast asleep, I'm in R.E.M.

Dreaming pleasantly of loving him.



Thursday, March 25, 2010 4:28 PM

My Love For You

My heart fills up with love for you.

The wall that I built years back has fallen down.

No longer running away, only waiting to walk next to you.

Wanting to hold you close; no more pushing.

Still blushing as your words touch me tenderly.

Softened by your voice, I open up my soul.

The past was new and heartbreaking.

The present is warm and learning.

The future holds the best of you and me.

I never loved so deeply, ecstatic it's with you.

Falling for you was not my intention,

Being your friend drew me in closer.

Now my heart aches so badly for you.

When I hear from you I can't stop smiling.

Each day I love you even more.

Waiting to be near you makes my desires stronger.

I'm so happily and forever in love with you. <3



Friday, March 26, 2010 3:13 PM

You...

I accepted everything about you, loving who you are... While you looked for every fault of mine, keeping me afar.

I was hopeful that one day there could be... You kept looking for reasons why there never should be.

I opened up my soul to you.... You can't even muster out an 'I love You.'

It's okay because I can go on with or without you.... And someday maybe you'll realize what I truly meant to you.


Tuesday, December 14, 2010 7:33 AM

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Slammed Door

Wronged so many times before,
I find myself walking out the door.
Time and time again I look the other way,
Listening to another excuse for the day.
This time I'm out that door,
Having the final score.
You want to play this through,
Do it alone drinkng your brew.
You say your sorry like many times before,
This time you can say it to the door.
You tell me you can't live without me,
Test that theory and let's just see.
It's time to find someone new to adore,
Because this time I slammed the door!

Sunday, January 31, 2010
Current mood: sick
Category: Writing and Poetry

Control

In complete control you walk to me,
With one touch I'm on my knees.
Looking up in gentle grace,
I'm hypnotized by your face.
Like a stuffed doll stabbed with pins,
You dictate my head with blissful sins.
With a rush of heat my body fills with flames,
Being at your mercy I feel the shame.
My heart dances as you give me that stare.
Weak all over I feel stripped bare.
My soul opened for you to taint,
Exposed and feeling all over faint.
In the dark you whisper in my ear,
I can do more if you dare.



Saturday, January 30, 2010
Control Current mood: naughty
Category: Writing and Poetry

Currently listening:
Korn - Greatest Hits, Vol. 1
By KornRelease date: 2004-10-05

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Change of Fate

I'm suddenly reminded of past mistakes,
Decisions I made that changed my fate.
If I had been less afraid,
Maybe I would not have pushed you away.
Thinking of you tortures my heart,
For the desires of you are ripping it apart.
I wish I knew if you felt the same,
So this chest pain might be tamed.